won't you please, please smile?

Sorry
we were playing that today... I am so emotionally confused it's insane O_O
One minute I'm happy as all hell (Does that make sense?) the next due to.... erm... a fight I had, I was about ready to cry then two minutes after hat I'm away laughing on a fast camel (I love those books...of you have'nt read them you won't get that xD)
Then.
After ignoring me for two days.
he guy I think I like, not to sure because.... it's weird.
Came up to me.
And started a conversation.
I know, I now, it's not much of anything really, but it made me feel sort of happy, after all I had begun to think about the... erm.... fight I had had.
Then the girl I was 'fighting' with walked by and gave me one of her 'my-god-what-a-creep-she's-a-hindrance-to-humanity' looks and I excused myself from the conversation with Doug to pursue this... girl.
Now I really like her.
No lie.
At one point I thought she was one of my best friends, those were good times, see she has this really.... not necessarily fragile appearence but one of those 'I'm-not-tough' ones... not saying she's wimpy she just seems.... girly?
When, in reality shes probably one of the most mature, strong, independent, and nice people Ive ever met, well I thihnk she's still like that at least...
she also has this grand sense of humor and I really liked chillaxing with her.
Well anyway, I was following her intending on telling her that I missed her an I just hope we can b friends again, when I realized it.
She DID once like me.
So something must've happened.
Something :bold: I :unbold: did.
It's all my fault.
I then thought of going to the washroom to cry, but decided against it and went to class anyway, mean I don't like cying much, i's kind of weird... crying. I mean when you're sad WATER falls from your goddam EYES how weird is that?
Well, anyhow, the real point of this journal was to feature my best friend whom I adore.

if you like my stories you'll like hers as well, I guarantee it ^^

So yeah....
Sorry for all the recent art spam

~Rainpelt1